It's been 6 weeks now since the last time I've laid eyes on you.
I'm having crazy thoughts in my head, don't know what to do.
Should I continue to have faith in this relationship we have built?
Deal with the happiness but at the same time the guilt?
You have been a support system in my life these past 10 years.
Even with all the joy, comfort, hurt, pain and tears.
But, recently I've been catching feelings for someone new.
He's neither fake, controlling or brainwashing like you.
Actually, he's very accepting of the real, authentic, beautiful ME!
He helps to reveal my true self something you'll never SEE!
You tend to hold me back in life and don't allow me to grow.
You worry about what others may say and that's something I have to let go.
Him and I have been spending a lot of quality time together.
Each and everytime I'm with him, Oh I feel so much better!
He doesn't strip me of my self-love, acceptance and integrity.
I still feel the same with him just on another level of femininity.
We crossed paths before but that was so far in the past.
With you I wanted to fit in and not be an outcast.
Everyone was dating a stud like you and that was the "thing".
Blending in with the others was exactly what I was aiming.
Now, I honestly believe I'm ready to move forward.
I can't do this anymore; no more being a coward!
Good bye my love, adios boo, farewell Relaxer!
Truth be told, but Natural is my eligible bachelor.
Hope you Ladies enjoyed! I wrote this in 30 minutes. It was off the top of my head but from my heart.
LOVE ALL MY NATURAL LADIES!